Princess Kim
Category: Real Life
Current mood:  crushed

OK as you know I am normally a happy go lucky care free guy who is one to have fun crack jokes talk about anything. Okay the last month...has been a living nightmare for me in and ooc. When you lose someone in a way that you never thought you would someone whose more than a best friend but like family in eleven and rp, I haven't been taking it well to say the least. The way she was a couple of days before her passing even in rl wasn't her. I knew something was going on. I tried contacting her but nothing and then get a call from her rl sister about how she took her life. When you love someone more than your own family bc of problems you have with your own flesh and blood it hurts deeper than anyone could ever imagine and the wanting and needing for normality is deep. With us I was the lovable crazy and Kim was the normal but those were the dynamics that made us such an amazing team. Now I feel like I have lost my entire world since that happened. Courtney/Kim...I love you and it just isn't the same. As far as either we may not have been in a relationship but you'll always be my Princess. Love, Aaron/AJ